About Your Songs

How your songs accompany me,

Through the hardest time of my days,

'Look at the stars' make me see,

Look at all those sadness in a positive ways,

'Sign me up' feels happy, knowing I'm ready,

To find a new love and love everything I have,

'Don't get too close to me' makes me keep wondering,

How far my family are now that 'I'm gonna love'

Learning to live independently without them,

'Stand' alone as I keep experiencing new days,

Slowly I find myself in many new term,

Believing in my own ability, I thank your songs.

My Dream

I made a dream of you and I,
We were never out of sight,
How lovely and together we were,
Lover’s hug as we stand by the shore,

Sharing every thoughts, having you caring me,
Listening to all those posibility voices in me,
Repeating your songs day and night,
I don’t know what future’s like, I just follow this light,

The light of your songs, Carla and Keren,
Wishing you are by my side twenty four seven,
Feeling your warmness and smiles,
Though its weird, but I feel comfort in your style

To Beau

‘There’ was the 1st time seeing you,
Maybe you did not notice,
How amazed I was watching you,
The vocals were trapped, I felt the lyrics,

I thought I was crazy, maybe I was,
But your existence has made a difference,
It was something different than what I usually sense,
In you I may not read so this inner voice ‘said’ listen,

Every minute may be ticking,
But all I wish was to read when clock strike eleven,
This and everything had got me thinking,
All I hope was more to receive before seven,

I couldn’t focus elsewhere but you,
Nothing I had been more than this hallucination,
Because my heart were beating, hands shaking when I’m seeing you,
Trying hard to keep myself settle and stop this imagination.

Wednesday, 1st October 2008

For the first time when I sense your presence
A power exist in me but yet it feels like an absence
I am grateful that afterall the hard times you remain
By my side you stood by and never complain

Perhaps I know I do exceed those limits
But I am aware what if it's me that you are leaving
Thankfully that you never give up on me
Everytime I look back I feel grateful and blessed I have thee

You gave in for this relation to work out
Though it may show but I felt it deep in my heart
You never make a complain even at your boiling point
I'd stand by you giving you a never ending support

I love you, I do and I really do would you love me
I need you, I think of you , I miss you, can you see?
Baby would you think of me and miss me before you're asleep
Because I do every day and night it's as if I'm counting sheeps

Wednesday, 3rd Sept. '08 (2)

As far as I know and this much I can feel,
I was weeping until I could hear from you,
At first, I couldn't understand this pain,
But I soon know as I learn from this frame,

All this tears and complains I've made,
It is your attention at the end I claim,
The pain in my heart shows how much my love to you,
The tears I cried speak a million words to you,

I'm sorry that I always hurt you,
My tears drop for you and only you,
You never fail to show me your love,
You never fail to be by my side,

Though at times things gone bad,
But what are we if there's nothing sad,
What are we without any conflicts,
What are we when we don't speak our hearts,

Thus my love, I love you to the deepest I can tell,
There wouldn't be happiness, in me you've nailed,
You play a part, a part of my life, a part of my soul,
You gave more than I could say, you gave everything but cold.

Wednesday, 3rd Sept. '08

As far as I know and this much I can feel,
I was weeping until I could hear from you,
At first, I couldn't understand this pain,
But I soon know as I learn from this frame,

All this tears and complains I've made,
It is your attention at the end I claim,
The pain in my heart shows how much my love to you,
The tears I cried speak a million words to you,

I'm sorry that I always hurt you,
My tears drop for you and only you,
You never fail to show me your love,
You never fail to be by my side,

Though at times things gone bad,
But what are we if there's nothing sad,
What are we without any conflicts,
What are we when we don't speak our hearts,

Thus my love, I love you to the deepest I can tell,
There wouldn't be happiness, in me you've nailed,
You play a part, a part of my life, a part of my soul,
You gave more than I could say, you gave everything but cold.

Tuesday, August 19th '08 (2)

Have I ever told you are one of a kind,
You were always killing me from the inside,
All pain and love you gave at the same time,
But you gave me right it's insane,

Because it's you I love so much,
That I barely know your touch,
At times I doubt my mind,
But when I see you its true on my eyes,

I may not know you from before,
But now after long you are this much,
For this long we're together,
For this long I love you and I love you forever